Emptier Than My Coffee Cup

Just sitting here on the laptop, working on a few station to-do's, and I can't seem to get rid of this totally empty feeling that has come over me at the moment. For some time now, it comes and goes and I usually somehow force myself through it, but there are other times like this evening where it's stuck and no matter what I do, it will not leave my head. Nothing is worse than feeling that your heart is a million miles away and the black hole inside my chest grows ever larger. I must say that I thought  2015 was off to a great start as I've felt great and have been in an overall happy mood since January 1st, but today seemed to change all of that. Maybe I'm just thinking too much into it and should just try not to let these thoughts get to me. I've tried all of the usual things to sidetrack my brain, but no luck so far. Maybe I just need a good movie and some sleep when I get home from the studio tonight? I don't know. I guess we'll see what happens. Nothing worse than having someone in your thoughts, driving one crazy, and not knowing what to do about it. Eh, I guess I will just finish this off here and just leave things as they are as the more I type the worse I feel.   Hope you all are having a better evening than I am.

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Darkest Greetings All, 

I just wanted to post a small announcement, that I've created yet another page for your reading enjoyment. This one is on the Paper.Li Platform and is feeded by those whom I follow on Twitter. Still working out some of the kinks, but it's a very neat and free service that brings content from all the different people and bands that I follow into one central place, and it updates daily so there is always something different to read each day. I suggest checking it out, you never know, you just might enjoy it or want to create one for yourself. Thanks To Nick from TMRN for turning me onto this cool site/service. 

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Insomnia can be a funny thing. It gives us lucky enough to have it at the time more time than normal to think about shit that would merely just pass over our minds during the day. But then, it gives us that time over and over and over to think so more. So here's what's on my mind. Bands. We try our hardest here at the station to play, plug, post and sell you to our listeners right? Is it too hard to every now and then, hell even once for some of you, to repost our info to your fans to hit us up for a listen or some likes as we've done and continue to do with you? I know you all have a busy schedule, so do we. I see more bands posting utter crap on FB and their instagrams that isn't even band related. Support the scene and those that play you and help get you paying gigs. End rant. I did not name names cause there are a few great ones in the bunch. This is only for the ones who need to start playing the game so they can be treated as the a listers they think they are.  

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This Internal Darkness

For some time now I've had this hole inside of me, just a great big void, a vast emptiness. It likes to appear and make itself known to me when I get certain thoughts in my head which in turn causes pain throughout this vast emptiness and my brain. One would think that after all this time I would have found at least someone to spend the rest of my life with, I tend to think that I'm damned from the start for past ills I've done or caused others in the past. Whatever the case may be, there are only a select type that I seek which narrows down that mathematical equation even more making my chances not so great. Either the compatible ones I do manage to find and get along with are either taken or married or live in Pango Pango. What is one to do? I suppose just what I've been doing the past few years, nothing. Just passing the time, doing my radio gigs and live events and pray for the best with the hopes that someday my luck will change for the better, one never knows. It seems that I've gotten used to the pain, accepted it and at times embrace it because it, is all that I have it seems. I was mentioning to a friend online that pain is the card that I have been dealt and is my own cross to bare, so I will continue to move forward, carrying my burden and hoping for the best at least. Just my three cents. I hope that all of you out there are doing well.

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