Emptier Than My Coffee Cup

Just sitting here on the laptop, working on a few station to-do's, and I can't seem to get rid of this totally empty feeling that has come over me at the moment. For some time now, it comes and goes and I usually somehow force myself through it, but there are other times like this evening where it's stuck and no matter what I do, it will not leave my head. Nothing is worse than feeling that your heart is a million miles away and the black hole inside my chest grows ever larger. I must say that I thought  2015 was off to a great start as I've felt great and have been in an overall happy mood since January 1st, but today seemed to change all of that. Maybe I'm just thinking too much into it and should just try not to let these thoughts get to me. I've tried all of the usual things to sidetrack my brain, but no luck so far. Maybe I just need a good movie and some sleep when I get home from the studio tonight? I don't know. I guess we'll see what happens. Nothing worse than having someone in your thoughts, driving one crazy, and not knowing what to do about it. Eh, I guess I will just finish this off here and just leave things as they are as the more I type the worse I feel.   Hope you all are having a better evening than I am.